♥ S H I R L Y N

sorry

2011-04-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

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♥ 生日快乐

2011-01-17T22:39:00.003+08:00

生日快乐,我对你说.

您,听见了吗?

我知道您一直都存在,

谢谢您.

♥ 2011

2011-01-16T23:04:00.001+08:00

hope that i have a great 2011 =)

♥ Fireflies From TVB

2010-12-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

I don't why you hesitate

Everytime you are near me

It is that you fear

You might fall into something deep

Standing on the edge of the night

Feelings raging inside

But if you open your eyes

Can you see the fireflies dancing in the air

Like the stars up in the sky

Feel the gentle breeze caress the night

Oh, it's time to take to flight

Take my hand I'll lead you to the places where

I am sure you've never been

So just hold me close and we will go

This is how it all begins

Falling in love

♥ 等

2010-12-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

我也会有累的时候。

等么？

该放慢脚步了，

轻松就好，

自然就好，

那样就好。

♥ 好好的

2010-12-22T23:09:00.003+08:00

如果两个人想好好的在一起，必须有一个人特别特别会忍。

那些难过、那些委屈。

我很想说，其实我都懂。

我们不是每天都像看起来的那么开心。

我们都有很累的时候。

一个人在黑黑的夜里，被冷冷的风吹。孤单的。

我要你开开心心。

即使再难过，当想起有个人在默默的陪伴你，即使是在很远很远的地方。

多想是你和我一起吃饭。

只要开开心心的，哪怕是路边摊也可以吃的满足。

手牵手，快快乐乐的压马路。

我要的，在我难过的时候，什么话都可以给那个你说。

一句亲爱的，别难过，你还有我。心里的难过就会好很多很多。

因为我知道，有个人在我的身后，默默的陪伴我。

我要的，在我孤单的时候，有个人给我发发信息，让我听听你的声音。

这对我来说，比什么有趣的书，好玩的游戏都重要，都欣慰。

因为我知道，有个人，虽然不经常见面、陪我，但心里却一直挂念着我。

我要的，一声叮嘱、一声关爱，一句问候。

吃饭了么？饿了么？累了么？

其实，对我都是珍贵的、暖暖的。

我发誓永远都不会嫌这样的话语啰嗦、麻烦。

一句我们在一起，什么困难我都能抗下去。

其实，在我心里都会荡漾出最幸福的涟漪。

我不要温柔的甜言蜜语、不要海枯石烂的誓言。

我要的，只是一个紧紧的无声拥抱；

只是要一只能牢牢牵住我的、不会随便丢掉的手。

我不要你每一分钟都陪我。

你也有你的生活，我不想干涉你太多。

我要的，只是你能够相信我，说的出就能做的到的行动。

温暖着我的心底，充满着幸福的滋味。

很多感触、很多感动。我都放在了我的心里慢慢回味。

一条关怀的短信、一声电话骚扰。

其实，都是我在想你的表现。你懂吗？

我想要的，仅此而已。

未来的未来，未知未觉。

迷茫的彷徨，期待的不可预知。

没有信誓旦旦，没有笃信和永远的保证。

一双手，暖暖的牵着。食指，牢牢的交叉。

我们不吵、不闹，就这样简单的过着。

我希望可以公平点。

喜欢你是不可改变的，爱你是不可预料的。

叶子，总是飘飘然。

它总是飘忽不定的。

但我们的感情却很坚定。

我相信，我可以坚持，坚持到你不爱的最后一秒。

我不要你说我爱你，我想你说我们在一起。

我不相信爱情，我相信你。

an article found from Facebook.

omg,this really touch my heart,it's writing out my thoughts.

*tears*

♥ 难过了

2010-12-05T16:29:00.002+08:00

难过了，静静的蹲下来抱着自己，让眼泪尽情的洒落。

难过了，拿着镜子看看此刻的自己，让真实浮现眼前。

难过了，默默的将自己隐藏起来，让空虚掩盖一切。

难过了，闭眼倾听周围的声音，让自己沉浸在喧嚣中。

难过了，不必告诉别人，自己的悲伤为何要别人也承担呢。

有些伤痕，划在手上，愈合后就成了往事。

有些伤痕，划在心上，哪怕划得很轻，也会留驻于心。

有些人，近在咫尺，却是一生无缘！

有些人，有些事，也许你一辈子都不明白，但只要你经历过的，你就会刻骨铭心，没有办法假装不发生，因为它以别的形式烙印在心里……

生命中总有一些精美的情感瓷器在我们身边跌碎，然而那残痕却留在了岁月里，蓦然回首的刹那……

在茫茫人海里，我不知道我还能为谁而落泪，谁又能为我而落泪。但我知道我还能为自己而落下一滴泪。

只好自己拴住翅膀，捂住眼睛，迷失在茫茫人海，孤独的走过一段段寂寞的旅途……

有谁还会记得？

有谁不曾难过？

难过了，就让音乐把它带走……

♥ Christmas

2010-11-27T11:50:00.002+08:00

yea people,let's count down together from now.it's only a month and Christmas come.

i am sorry for not updating my blog for some times,exams are coming real soon.

only 1 week.

i promised will come back after right after my last paper.i have so much things to share.

till then.

oh ya,wish me luck..seriously i need more luck.

♥ Cooking Mama Cooking Papa

2010-11-02T16:24:00.002+08:00

okay,as i promised.here comes our cooking day last Sunday.31/10/10

for the past few days,Mr.S was playing his nintendo - what's cooking-Jamie Oliver Atari

there's list of recipe.he chose to make Shrimp Cocktail and Roasted Potato w Pacetta & Crispy Sage.he ordered me to list down all the ingredients and i went to get all these ingredient with mum.

as he said,"i am the chef and you are the assistant."

this mean that i have to do all the before-cook work.gggrrr...such a bully.

but never mind,the hard work is worth.i got the chance to taste yummy food.

overall the food is okay..i love the roasted potato the most.it's finger licking good weyy...

gotta try another recipe next time.

btw,i learned how to make Hai Nan Chicken Rice today.

hoping that this is not that hard please...

somtimes i enjoy doing housework,BUT BUT BUT i dont want to be a 黄脸婆 so fast.!!

okay,gotta stop here,hope i can continue my study later.

i hate NOV n DEC.the very super peak season for me.FML

*oh ya,us with the new hair cut =) *

♥ Hpappy Halloween

2010-10-31T00:19:00.002+08:00

hey guys,happy halloween.

well,i din go party for this year.too tired.

so the bf and i stay at home and had a fried egg competition =p

HE WIN.his cooking skill is good but only on frying egg.it taste so nice.

and he promised to serve Shrimp Cocktail

and

Roasted Potatoes with Pancetta & Crispy Sage.

i cant wait till tomorrow.the ingredients are all ready except shrimp,will get it tomorrow.

oh ya,we got these recipe from " what's cooking?Jamie Oliver Atari"

okay,i should stop here and get on bed.eyes are closing..

once again,HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

hope those ppl is enjoying their party and the customs.

will come up tomorrow with the cooking day post.stay tune =)

♥ Lost Of Iphone

2010-10-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

this was the bf iphone 2g.

he had been using it for almost 2 years ++ and last month he lost it.

FYI,he didn't lost it accidentally or drop it somewhere else.

he lost the phone in the hostel.

let me recall back that night.

both of us were cooking our dinner in the kitchen.

i was cooking the spaghetti and he was frying the chicken.

at that moment i saw him put his iphone on the refrigerator which is just place near to us.

after cooking,we ate inside our room.

(the housmates are still haven't be home.)

after finished eating and washing those plates,i wanted to call mum and i cant found my own phone.so,i decided to use his phone to find out where's my phone.

before i can found his phone i found mine.

then,he suddenly asked me " where is my phone kiddo? "

i was like " i thought u put on the refrigerator? "

so he walked out the room and check on the kitchen,but the phone is not there.

i started to phone his number.

what i got " the number you have dial,is currently not available "

i was like "omg,the phone must be stolen"

we found every places,every corner in the room,kitchen and living room.

we got nothing.

do you thing that Apple is so high tech to create a " fly-phone" by itself?

it's ridiculous!!!!

we started to suspect.this was definitely stole by one of the housemate.

i phoned and asked everyone but everyone denied.of cause i asked the other way round.

then,we checked the CCTV from the maintenance office.we could saw nothing because the screen is damn small and can't be zoom in.

well,i let all the housemate know that i lost my phone.

i know that i can't take it back,but it doesnt mean that i know nothing okay.

let me say something for us.

we are both just a student,and you guys are working.

we are just receiving pocket money from parents yet you guys were earning,you guys have income.

do you think this is a good act or good way to steal ppl's thing?

come on guys,we don't have our own income yet.

what's wrong with you ppl?

one is working paper work for the police,

one is working as marketing for the Porsche both KL and Autocity,

one is Boss which own 2 factory,KL and Prai,

one is working as Interior Designer.

guys,is it worth for you on doing this?

ask yourself. " is it worth or is a shame? "

till now,we still havent know who is the one who "mis-taken" our phone.

don't you feel guilty?

and all of you is now using iPhone,ya i mean RIGHT NOW.

maybe i am over sensitive by seeing u ppl holding iphone,but how am i going to know if u use casing to cover the very-scratches case?

or maybe you have already sell to others and get some money to buy a new one?

how would i know?

let me declare,

if you guys are reading this and get condemnation,i have nothing to say.

don hate me because you are the one who did wrongly.

for those who are innocent,don hate me too,

i dont have to choice to trust everyone of you.

♥ Be A Churper Now

2010-10-26T11:45:00.003+08:00

i found this ChurpChurp from Nuffnang this morning.

at first,i was thinking what is it.so,without any hesitation i click.

after go through the webpage,

i got to know that this is another social media solution networks.

this connect to your facebook and also twitter.

sound cool right.

and ChurpChurp is the sister company of Nuffnang too.

then i decide to register.

the reason why sign up for this,

that is i can stay and keep in touch with my friends,

especially for those who all far apart from me.

even we cant meet each other everyday,

still we can get to know each other's updates through this media.

between,

the little blue bird attracts me too.

it's so cute,big eyes that i adore much.

and now,

i am officially a Churper now.

so friends out there,join ChurpChurp now.

all you need is just log in to www.churpchurp.com

so follow me and DO IT!!

let's rock it.

♥ Saturday Morning

2010-10-23T10:14:00.002+08:00

i am sorry readers,i had neglected my blog for so long.

i have so many things to share here yet my procrastination is around all the time.

okay,back to the topic.

it's saturday morning.

woke up pretty early today,

sent the bf n Adrian to Bay View Hotel for their 9th Dental Conference.

while waiting for them and my babe liqing,i choose to kill my time at coffee bean.

i am smart because i bring along my laptop n notes,else i m gonna be a rotten egg.

well,it's been AGES i had never take my breakfast.

i ordered set of Egg Club Sandwiches with hot coffee.

it taste nice but too bad it's too much for me.i spent about an hour to finish this freaking big-piece sandwiches.

btw,they serve free coffee re-fill too,but till now i haven't finish even half. >,<

took some pictures of myself.it's been 2 months last i snap for myself.guess i am turning lazy.

oh ya,recently iPhone 4 is appearing on my mind.running n chasing.

i am thinking to get one from Digi.yea,maybe i will switch my Maxis to Digi.

Maxis is definitely not my choice.my monthly usage is not that much.

i still remember when iPhone 4 was first launch in Malaysia,dad phoned n said that he want to get me one.but i denied that time.

second is the Nokia N8 was first launch in Malaysia, dad phoned AGAIN n asked me to choose between silver and black.but i denied AGAIN.

i guess he was a little sad that time,been denied for 2 times.

this made me feel that i live up to his good intentions.

okay,gonna stop here.have to start my study now.wish me luck.

♥ 我的20个其实

2010-09-29T21:27:00.003+08:00

it's like finally i am here to blog about my 20个其实, i was tagged by Rynn and CheeWei like weeks ago.i am always so lazy nowadays and i don't know why.

so,let's start my story of 其实.

1 其实我懂的道理多得是只是外表看起来傻乎乎的我只是在伪装着自己

2 其实知心朋友并不计较少聚多离有心就好

3 其实我不懂得取悦他人我只喜欢保持沉默

4 其实我一直都很想增肥

5 其实有时候我真的很懒惰真想把自己揍晕

6 其实我很喜游泳但是怕被水卷走 *我有阴影*

7 其实我很胆小一个人的时候脚步特别快

8 其实我很怕痛小痛罢了都会瓜瓜大叫皮薄

9 其实我还是像个小孩喜欢被呵护被疼爱

10 其实我的心太软在马路上看见老公公骑脚踏车眼眶都和会湿湿的

11 其实我很想念我的长发真后悔把它剪短

12 其实我比较喜欢吃零食多过正餐

13 其实我长得像虾米睡觉时整个人都变成C型应该还可以睡婴儿床

14 其实我很喜欢荡千秋很自在一下，两下的咯

15 其实我很讨厌酒品很不好的人别以为醉了就可以乱来 *一粒给你扒下去*

16 其实我的脑很单纯容易被骗

17 其实我不大会下厨每次煮饭都会被 Baby 骂

18 其实 “你”真的很惹我厌 *把他的嘴缝起来！！*

19 其实我很喜欢逛街旅游可以把不开心的事抛到九霄云外

20 其实我应该可以写更多但是现在的我很睏了该睡咯

♥ Another New Month

2010-09-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

it's September now,

i had done so many things in this 2 weeks.

i had done my oral surgery,

i had done my scaling,

i had done my hair color,

i had made so many tiny or big decision.

is it a good sign?

well,

there's a little secret did happened on me.

i will miss and i will keep as a part of my life.

head is spinning about this little secret.

i should stop thinking and making refreshing about the dreams.

lastly,i am still thinking whether should post about my eve party.

almost 2 weeks already and i am still wondering.

*sigh*

♥ Birdy

2010-09-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

this is my CUTE+CHUBBY look after extracting my wisdom teeth.

i cant eat at all..

everything i put inside my mouth,i can just swallow without biting nor chewing.

everything is tasteless for me.

like i am "puasa-ing" with the Malay.

i look like a "dut dut bird",

so,call me Birdy >_<

♥ Bloody

2010-09-01T18:07:00.003+08:00

i personally feel that the teeth is cute..haha.*crazy*

finally extract the wisdom teeth.

it's scary actually,

the right part of my mouth is numb,

and the dr is "working" inside ur mouth.

although it's not pain,

but the machine sounds is frightened me>,<

one more thing.

i love dentist because they allow patient take ice cream n cold drinks,

as much as i can.sounds so great..*teehee*

♥ Not - Workaholic

2010-08-25T20:40:00.003+08:00

okay..

let me waive goodbye to formal clothes.

no more 8+ working hours facing the monitor.

no more eyes tiring.

what i have now is BOOK,

it's better than PC. =)

♥ Wisdom Teeth

2010-08-24T08:32:00.002+08:00

how long i had never been to dental clinic? it's like more than 10 years...

i am going NOW,yea after this post.

have my very first wisdom teeth.

oh gosh,it pain likes HELL!!!!

luckily i have dentist beside,he asked me to gaggle with salt water to release the pain.

well,it works,so i can slept well last night.

this morning when i woke up,i cant really open my mouth..

pain like HELL HELL !!!! calling mama.

so i decide to have a check. X-Ray..

hope that the stupid teeth wont pain,

i am not having a good mood,because i cant eat good foood !

♥ Thankful

2010-08-23T20:51:00.001+08:00

glad that you are always beside me whenever i am down.

you had brighten my day,always.

x.o.x.o

♥ Baby Bear

2010-08-16T22:57:00.001+08:00

the first teddy from him.

lovely ♥

♥ Sorry

2010-08-15T00:38:00.002+08:00

it's been month i never step in to my sweet home,
it's been month i never hug my pinky teddy,
it's been month i never cross to dee's room and on the pc.
it's been a long time for me.
and now i am finally here,i should be happy,is not it?
i feel so down.
i love my family and i always protect them from getting hurt by others.
but,when i look at myself,thinking,thinking and still thinking.
what i had done never satisfy myself to fulfill them.
i am always hiding my feelings and words to them,i feel so shameless.
i am hiding those sad expression of mine very well to them.
i never mean to makes them worry,and wondering about me all the time.
i had been trying so hard to be the best,
even i can't,
i still trying to be a better one.
i bear all the sadness,tears,pressure on my own,
i feel so toilful,the responsibility on my shoulder is getting heavier and heavier.
i don't want to say anything nor prove anything.
i had disappointed my loves one,FAMILY.
what can i still expect for?
" SORRY " seems to be the hardest word for me to them.

♥ U mean nothing

2010-08-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

you did promise me a thing when the first day i met you,

but,

as time goes by,you give me nothing.

you gave a very good impression at first,

i praised you.

some people turns up and advise me,

they advise me to have a clearer sight,

i did,

at the end,

what i got?

DISAPPOINTED.

i had been trying so hard,

and you give me a piece of shit !

your action is hurting me.

i start to clear my mind,

you ain't anything for me,

you are nothing for me,

ya,right,NOTHING.

but i still respect you.

just,you don't step on my tail,

else i'll go wild.

♥ 突然好想他

2010-08-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

我又想他了。

想他的时刻总是在夜里，眼角也湿了。

脑海里围绕着那些过往的点点滴滴，

每个早上，您总是提着大包小包的早餐回来。

有您在的日子，我从不把肚子饿坏，因为您总宠坏了我的肚子。

美味的，可口的，您总不停地把它往我的盘子“塞”。

有您在的日子，我从不把眼泪流下，因为您总把它给丢了。

快乐的，幸福的，您总往我心里填满。

我很欣慰，您总给予无限的鼓励和爱。

自从您病倒后，您总是强忍着，您总不让人看见那微弱的一面，

我一直在您背后哭泣。

我知道您一直有话对大家说，您以尽您所能，还是说不出来，

看着您吃力的样子，心里像被刀子割了好几偏。

我都懂您的好，

我都懂您的大爱，

您的用心良苦，我都明白。

在我心里，您的影子还在，永远都还在。

您的微笑还在我嘴角颤动着。

“ 每次都想呼喊你的名字，告诉你心中的话 ”

♥ Me the recent

2010-08-07T10:08:00.003+08:00

♥ The Sun

2010-08-03T19:40:00.002+08:00

yipii~

after a month of hard work,finally i can release from the so call mountain-document.

i just don know how to describe the feeling when i step out from the office,

i still manage to feel the sunlight,the sun is still shining...

i still manage to get the chance to feel sunset.

it's really FANTASTIC,i can say.

~ Happy Sunset ~

♥ Tired

2010-07-21T20:34:00.003+08:00

finally,

i feel tired.

i am totally collapse.

i cant blame on anyone,it's my choice.

i am the one who choose to makes my life busy.

i am getting weak.sometimes,i am shorting for a while maybe?

i don't know what's the point to make life so hectic.

i have no idea on what i had done.

i can be free at home,

i can do whatever i want,

i can sleep whenever i want,

but,

i feel like 'locking myself' ever since i started working.

can anyone tell me is it worth?

even,

i doubt myself, ' who am i ? '

everything seems complicated,

everything ain't easy.

what i had done?

what should i do?

i can't pretend i was wrong,

i can't pretend i was right.

i hate myself to be so conflict.

i feel so pain in my heart.

♥ Life

2010-07-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

i just realised that i never give myself a real break or holiday to relax.

i went to work at LAZO right after my SPM till the 3 days before i entered college.

then,during the break,i got back again to LAZO till the break was ended.

and now,i am currently working at an accounting firm right after the exam.

even it is just a 2 weeks break.

do i look abnormal?

i don't care when is the holiday will come,i never take it serious or plan for my holidays.

for me,having holiday or don't is just the same.

it's just so bored staying at home for the whole day,

you might think that why don't i go out right?

i would say, "rarely,i don't think i have the ability or energy to go around so frequently."

maybe you guys might think that i am a bored person,as dull as ditchwater.

i can tell u i am really not.

i am just the one who like to make full of my life time.

making myself busy working is the best.

instead of being a lazy worm slacking,i would like to be a busy bee.

i am happy and excited when i am a bee,

" wee wang wang...wee wang wang..."

the time passes so fast yet meaningful.

i can say that working is challenging.

wish me,

happy working =)

x.o.x.o

♥ The Weekend

2010-07-01T20:06:00.002+08:00

last weekend,instead of working overtime on Saturday , i went back to Taiping.

ya...start to get boring on this town...no where to go ALWAYS!!!

but,i enjoyed watching FIFA with the family on Sunday.

England vs Germany

3 Germany 2 England

i am so disappointed even the game had over....

England really played a lousy one...don't have much score at all.

the football went less into the penalty box,

after around 20mins,G score for goals,

and i was so down then headed back to BW with baby,

Dee went out on the same time too... =,=

goodbye England,see you on next FIFA,

ops,someone have to keep his England Crocs in the cupboard!!!

ohya,i had watched a Korean movie too - " Hearty Paw "

really tears me off.

the story line is so touched.

it's between pair of siblings and a dog.

you guys have to watch it.worth~

the little gal inside the movie is just so chubby.

feels like wanna pinch her =p

♥ Lazy

2010-06-26T18:05:00.003+08:00

i start working at accounting firm since last wednesday,

it's so busy that i worked on first day and got to work for overtime =,=

the tax due date is so near...it makes everyone is busy like the bee do.....

sometimes it's quite tired,eyes getting dry as i am facing the monitor all day long....

sometimes i wish to have holiday too...

so contradictory right?

♥ S

2010-06-21T22:50:00.004+08:00

once upon a time,there was only me living in the dark,

but now there's light in my life.

i am falling in love once upon a time,now and then...

your love is like a shadow on me all the time.

love you baby =)

♥ Tears

2010-06-09T20:53:00.001+08:00

the smile on my face,

for some people i do look happy,

but i don't agree with the smiling face.

in the deepest of heart,

i am not happy at all.

i hide myself and cry.

recently,i am not enjoy at all,

i feel so stress on my studies,

even i had studied so hard,struggle so hard,

i got nothing at the end.

the feeling is so complicated that i can't use a word or words to describe.

i wish i can tell out,but i can't.

i was thinking to fly away,

but can i?

i bear the pain,the tears,

after suffering so months,

i gone crazy,

i had given a shit.

i never have the mood to relax.

i am really down...i couldn't find a word to tell.

i can't make up my mind.

everything is gone,left me behind with nothing.

if only i can fly...

♥만약에 If

2010-06-08T10:00:00.003+08:00

If i were to go

If i were to get close to you

What would you think?

I don’t have the courage.

If you were to go,

If you were to leave.

I don’t know how to send you away

It keeps hanging on my mind

I know i am a fool and can only watch you from afar

Your heart may look away from me…

And so we could even become strangers

Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because …

We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us

After we meet will be painful and sad.

If you were to come

To come near me.

What would i do ?

I really don’t know

Because im like a fool.

Even though i know looking is all i can do

Your heart may look away from me

And so we could even become strangers

Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because….

We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us

After we meet will be painful and sad

Because i’m like a fool

Even though i can’t say i love you

We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us

After we meet will be painful and sad.

♥ FreshLook

2010-06-02T13:02:00.003+08:00

after sign up for 2 weeks,finally i get this 3 pairs of dailies FreshLook Illuminate.

there's a 30% off voucher for purchasing the second box.

thanks to CIBAVISION =)

gonna try it out,cause i used to wear FreshKon Bigger Eyes.

♥ Say Bye to May

2010-05-31T13:04:00.003+08:00

the time pass so fast and it's the last day of May.

how's about ur May guys?

well,mine is just a normal one.

first is my babe birthday then follow by mom.

honestly,i don like MAY at all...

everyday my mind full with "theory,formula"

it's awful !!!

not fun at all. grrrr....

gonna welcome the coming of June,

wish this new month will give me luck in the coming exam war.

x.o.x.o

♥ Sunday

2010-05-30T16:46:00.003+08:00

it's a beautiful Sunday,

the sunlight from the window woke me up early in the morning,

the air is so fresh after raining for a night.

i can heard the laughter of those little kids that swimming so happily n freely at the pool.

everything is so fantastic at that moment,

but,

"study" came out from my mind so suddenly

and had destroy the beautiful scene in my mind.

i had my brunch while watching some entertainment shows.

then,

the war of study begun until now,continuously for 3 hours.

sometimes,i found out that study is fun.

sometimes,i found out that study is boring.

sometimes,i found out that study really stress.

whatever in my mind. >,<

and now,

take a little break blogging here.

i miss those Sunday that enjoy much,

working with parents,

dating,

chasing drama,

window shopping.

no matter how i dislike the current days,

i still make use of every moment i have now,

instead of studying,

still studying.

i wish i can walk through this tough path and pass all the papers.

that's my only wish now.

wish me.

GOD bless me please =)

♥ 3 in the morning

2010-05-28T03:20:00.003+08:00

it's 3.30 right now,i am still awake.

with a sick body,

with a swollen eyes,

obviously,i am crying.

recently,i had stress enough due to the coming exam.

but,

i feel so complicated right now.

i thought to let go some time cause of too understanding each other,

but,i had fall so deep.

i am not blaming u,baby.

sometimes your words,or even a joke,hurts me a lot.

for yourself,it is really just a joke or funny tricks.

for me,it totally break my heart,my honour.

i have my right to say anything,

i have my right to protect myself.

i had been trying to be the best or a better one,

but it seems to be like dust.

i have enough on it,

i am already tired.

please listen to me,

please don't give me a shit.

i am like nobody,nobody in your eyes.

♥ Cute

2010-05-24T16:58:00.001+08:00

this little cute baby is singing "Baby"-Justin Bierber.

she is so cute n super active.

jumping around on the bed..

holding a remote as her mic,

soon,

she is gonna be a superstar =)

♥ Color

2010-05-19T15:40:00.002+08:00

recently,

i can't find anything to replace my daily routine,

instead of studying,sleeping,watching show.

it's quite dull for me.

i miss my girl friends.

laugh and talk non-stop.

i knew everyone of us are having super peak period now.

everyone seems so stress,

studying,

doing revision.

hope we can do well in the coming exam.

GOD BLESS US PLEASE.

x.o.x.o

♥ Please

2010-05-17T11:02:00.002+08:00

please go away from my dream,

every time when this happened,

tears dropping,

feel so struggle,

we were already gone,

please,don't come near me again..

i don't wish to feel again.

i am sad.

♥ Streessss

2010-05-15T10:23:00.002+08:00

exam is coming,

revision never stop,

stress n pressure are rushing towards me,

feel so depress,

nightmares come to my dream continuously,

i hate.

♥ Mother's Day

2010-05-09T23:30:00.001+08:00

世上只有妈妈好 ♥

♥ 5th

2010-05-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

" when you look me in the eyes,

and tell me that you love me.

everything is alright,

when you right here by my side.

when you look me in the eyes,

i catch a glimps of heaven.

i find my paradise,

when you look me in the eyes. "

♥ 22 April

2010-04-23T16:47:00.002+08:00

welcome to world of 20 =)

thanks to my lovely FRIENDS for the night,

and,

thanks baby for the PURSE,

(it's too expensive already,NO for next time kay?

don't wish to spend so much from you,

although i knew you want to make me happy.

as long as you are beside,nothing best than that.)

♥ It's Been A Year

2010-04-20T13:37:00.003+08:00

it's been a year since HE left us...

through out the year,

i miss HIM like a thousand times,

i cry whenever i wish to talk with HIM,

sometimes,i still thought that HE is still beside us,

i still keeping HIS contact number which will never ring my phone up again,

the pain of losing HIM is always there,

i knew that i can't change the fact,it had happened...

HE used to,

never let me down,

taught me how to love someone,

consulted me,

surprised us with botak,

made noise,laughter and be silly.

that's all past,

HE left us with memories that will never fade.

my spirit is still here,

pray for HIM always,

i knew that HE will be doing great OVER THERE.

HE had been a very good man for us.

i will always remember what HE said :

" friends never let friends down =) "

16.04.2009

♥ White Valentines

2010-03-14T13:08:00.002+08:00

White Valentines

is observed by females who present a chocolate gifts

or anything handmade things usually to a male,

as an expression of love,

courtesy or social obligation.

so gals,

express your heart to the loves one =)

x.o.x.o

♥ A New March

2010-03-13T21:47:00.002+08:00

shirlyn, originally uploaded by ShirLynSnow.

Life is just like a blank paper,

you got to paint it out on yourself but not others.

reamain the good memory instead of making full the paper with the bad one.

someone might paint it with full of color,

someone might paint it with only black and white.

no matter how is it,

life is still going on.

try your best to get yourself into happiness.

everyone is born to be a great painter. =)

IMG_0051

2010-02-23T12:21:00.001+08:00

IMG_0051, originally uploaded by ShirLynSnow.

new year is over..get a new start =)

♥ 幸福

2010-02-10T11:34:00.003+08:00

虽然，

我

没有情人节，

没有玫瑰，

没有巧克力，

没有所谓浪漫的烛光晚餐，

没有爱的惊喜...

但是，

我

有一颗爱我的心，

有一颗真诚的心...

我已很满足...

就算未来的路多坎坷，

有他在就很幸福... ♥

♥ 突然...

2010-01-30T11:51:00.001+08:00

突然有一种感伤,

但却说不出口...

♥ Where Are You?

2010-01-29T18:39:00.002+08:00

I don know why...

miss you so suddenly,

and where are you?

i wish to talk to you,

can you come to me?

even just appear in my dream...

I need your support and advise always...

♥ Keep Holding On

2010-01-14T22:12:00.004+08:00

never give up yourself,

never say you cant,

never say never,

at least you still have me right?

no matter how u gonna be in the future,

success or not at all..

i will always by your side,

support you,

because i love you.

that's all i know .

when i say i love you,

i do mean it.

cheer up baby,

you will never be alone,

you have me all the way.

Holly Shit

2010-01-09T00:23:00.004+08:00

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♥ Year End

2009-12-29T23:48:00.003+08:00

i guess everyone is planning and start to count down for 2009...
one more day to go and we have to wave to 2009 n welcome 2010...does it sound good? i set it as a unknown...i don't wish anything good for me,perhaps everything go smooth...that's what i want...
look back at the previous calender,i can see joys,laughter,tears and some complicated one...
i can sure that i had grown up,no longer like a little one's.things happened and made me stronger.
there's no hiding fact,we cant predict what will come next right?
among the year,i lost my sincere one...the one who always by my side,listen to me,talk to me...
he was like a silencer for me...he behaved well to me...i was a little insane when he was to say goodbye to me...how could it be? well,things happened and this have no way to stay him,he was gone to another place,a better place...obviously,i miss him a lot...
can i say it's not very well year for me?
problems came towards me and turn it heavier day by day...why should i fight for? to own a better one...
and and and...
maybe i should say something here...i was just okok with those FRIEND at first,thought nothing much to worry about.yet,i treated everyone fair and square,somehow...PPL turn it to misunderstanding on me.*F...*
love to think for your own? like to judge me? free to interrupt me?
i mean come on,look in the mirror,tell me who the heck you are.
please don't say how much you love yourself in front of me,it will just make my hair standing on end,darn terrified me...
please stop claiming that how much had you paid off to do something and asking for retaliate,
if i were to full-fill everyone, what will happen? can you guys tell me?
i am enough with those kiddy childish way and life...so annoying yet frustrating...
i am not so kind that i can solve i can make your wish come true...i am not anyone but myslef...
stop acting innocent or i will tear off your ugly mask.i don't say a word and it doesn't mean that i don't know everything...i knew it and i get it...stop fooling me around,i ain't the nuts.
duh~i have to cool down myself before i end my post here...
i wipe it off and scan it...so...
turn up you are not a thing for me... *glad =)
i will love you if only you are sincere one =]

" i see you "
" i see you "

for the love's one,
never let you go again,
let's hold each other tight =)
x.o.x.o

♥ Christmas Eve

2009-12-25T12:46:00.002+08:00

ops,i had neglected my blog again...i got too many things to post but too lazy to come up here..
it's christmas eve...have dinner with the love's one n count down with the croud at autocity...
fireworks were realeased n christmas songs were played...
nevertheless,fake snows were snowed too....
i cant describe my feeling at that moment...we had been together for N years,but we never celebrate together due to distance relationship...
again..i m too azy to elaborate my post...few pictures are uploaded here...
click http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/album.php?aid=2042422&id=1050663852&ref=mf to have more =)

merry christmas =)

♥ Drowning...

2009-11-07T21:53:00.006+08:00

i couldn't recognize myself when i look in the mirror...
how could i become so drown recently...the brain was and is stucking...how can i resist?
i am so heavy these days...
i don't eat well nor sleep well...i don't get myself that who i always be...
i can't think well nor use well...i become not that wise anymore...not anymore...
i wish i could throw everything that i own...i cant bear it...
yes,maybe sometimes i look nothing but that's always a thing but inside...
the steps i take is so heavy...i start to move slow...but the world is rushing so fast...
what am i thinking? that's no way out for me...
" i wish u are still sitting beside me like high school,Huan..."
i couldn't find anyone like you that talk,wash,console n support me sincerely...
i swallow everything...every words...i am gonna burst soon...
my spirit gone...i can't stay or stand still...
hold me...? still...?
teardrops fall and i am not going to wipe it off...

♥ 이승철 - 그런 사람 또 없습니다

2009-11-03T23:49:00.001+08:00

" Even if I were to be born again for thousand times
there wouldn't be a persone like her
Who made my life very warm from being miserable
A person to be really thankful
I would not care if my heart were in pain for the person such as you
I'm happy even though I am sad cuz
love is when you can give someone everything from far away and love them

There won't be any other person who can make my
heart pound for the first time in my life
There won't be a love like this one
She is my love that I hid into my old rememberance secretly
I can bear the tears of my sorrow for someone such as yourself
I am happy even though I'm sad Cuz I can give her everything and love her from afar
I'll be happy without wanting anything if you can just smile
cuz love is all about giving,just giving
I am happy even thought I am sad"
脱胎换骨重生一千次
再也没有那样的人
温暖悲伤的我
令人感激的人
为了那样的你
我的心中装满了多少的苦痛
爱不需要语言，即使在远方
注视着，也能给予爱
我即使悲伤也幸福
我的心第一次这样颤动
再也没有那样的爱
多年来珍藏在记忆中的秘密唯有爱
为你痛哭流涕
我忍受了许多
爱不需要语言，即使在远方
注视着，也能给予爱
我即使悲伤也幸福
不奢望什么
只要你笑，我就感到幸福
因为爱是给予，只有给予
我即使悲伤也幸福

♥ That's the Secret I Never Tell

2009-11-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

♥ S- penang shoot

2009-10-30T23:23:00.001+08:00

http://www.flickr.com/photos/43582149@N04/sets/72157622565573913/

♥ 舍不得 - 弦子

2009-10-27T12:57:00.001+08:00

第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着
还怕我难过

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我不爱你了

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了

至少你记忆里的我是微笑的
亲爱的有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐

*when i see u again at the beach =)

♥ Rainy Day

2009-10-26T00:44:00.002+08:00

it's raining outside in the middle of the night..

i used to love rainy day especially during the night...

sleeping under the cozy blanket..feel so worm...nothing best than that...

but,it's different for tonight...

seems like it's sleepless night..

is that something goes wrong?

found myself living without anything..

can someone tell me why?

i have been alone all along the way,

seems like nobody get my heart...

seems like i feel so hard to tell out my true feelings...

i feel so lonely...where is the S that i used to be?

my spirit gone...

my soul gone...

i am like a wilt rose in the garden...

no one cares...

no one loves...

no one knows...

need someone beside right now..lending me the shoulder and ears....

so that i can cry like a baby S that i used to be...

release me from the hell....

♥ --

2009-10-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

緣份...

是一種很炫的東西，

通常是在不知不覺中出現。

當它存在之時，你可能不會珍惜；

期待它到來時，它卻一直都不出現.

有人問：你為什麼喜歡一個人？

我只能夠說出為什麼不喜歡一個人，

卻說不出為什麼喜歡一個人。

喜歡一個人，是一種感覺。

不喜歡一個人，卻是事實。

以後，無論快樂或哀愁，我們也想不起當初為什麼愛她。

因只有當我們不愛一個人時，才會找出不愛她的原因。

* pick from somewhere...

♥ 三个字

2009-10-24T00:50:00.002+08:00

曾几何时," 我爱你 " 变成了大家的口头禅呢?

一句 " 我爱你 ", 就能代替所有吗?

男人们,

在你还没有说出 " 我爱你 " 时,请你三思...

它的责任和意义很重大...

并不是随口说说就行了...

女人们,

不要依赖 " 我爱你 ",这不是家常便饭...

过度的依赖,

只带来无形的伤害...

爱一个人,并不是常把 " 我爱你 " 挂在嘴边,

只要心灵相通,哪怕距离多遥远,天塌下来,也不怕...

请用你的内心去感受 " 我爱你 " 这三个字,

发出内心的 " 我爱你 ",

随口说出的 " 我爱你 ",

两者都天壤之别...

特别的时刻,说出 " 我爱你 "...总让人甜入心底...

忽然的时刻,杀出 " 我爱你 "...总让人恨你入骨...

我要的,不是你想要的...

你要的,不是我想要的...

别轻易对我说 " 我爱你 ",你得负起责任,扛下所有的罪...

♥ Beryl's

2009-10-22T16:28:00.002+08:00

i miss this choco...dark..mint..bitter..
it's just taste so bitter to me..love it more than i can say..
but,it's hardly to find it in the market here....
i am really desperately to get it..maybe a house for me? *evil

♥ The Teddy

2009-10-20T21:03:00.009+08:00

the brother and the sister....

again a boring day at home...was thinking what to do....

ding~

decided to help my bear to bath....haha

it's really heavy when soaked them v water....

i washed their face..their body...their hair....

it's just so fun....i used my cookie flavor body shampoo as well....

feels like i am crazy...

but....haven dry yet...they are still sitting outside having sunbathing...nightbathing...

so bad i have to sleep without the bear....sleepless night... =(

♥ 那封信

2009-10-19T17:42:00.002+08:00

" 没有你的声音在耳边...感觉有点想念...

忘了什么时候开始这样...影子总是孤单...

我脸上的苍白也跟着记忆满下来,

过往甜蜜如三千江水东流,

只留一飘在心上,只留绝望...

能不能让心别再疼了,我也许会比较快乐...

不再为你哭了...因为爱过才知情重..

我很怀念那宽阔的天空,

那回忆能让我笑得很高兴,

那回忆能让我哭得很伤心,

那回忆永远是最甜蜜的... "

i am too boring in the house,rolling on the bed....

to the left to the right...

then something makes me open my cupboard....

then,i found this letter....

i am really happy..a letter from me to him..during the mooncake festival years ago....

he was at India far away from me...

so i decided to post some mooncake together v a letter for him....

it's so glad that when he phoned me,so sweet....

how long i have not make something special for the love one?

but,i feel great making everything just for myself =)

♥ Credit to Edward

2009-10-17T01:00:00.002+08:00

it's a present from a fren...

it's just simply look so nice...caught my eyes ..

thanks =)

♥ 15 Oct 2009

2009-10-15T16:35:00.003+08:00

♥ S Waterfall

2009-10-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

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♥ Drain

2009-10-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

what the hell is going on today..i was so bad luck.. walking down the street chatting v mum...

suddenly i felt myself so short,n that's it...fall down..when i stood up found half of the leg inside the drain..luckily thats dry one...

stood up n look on my leg..omg..it start to swollen..slowly..i could see the blood...bleeding...

mum said.. " see,u'll fell down easily coz ur legs are too short... "

i was " @,@ "

went to dr to have injection..poor me...let the dr n nurse tortured...they were so rude n boorish..

cleaned my wound...got me injection...everything they done..really killing me...control my tears falling out...y dont they be softer?

i was shouting n yelling in the house....

mum said " hug ur bear n shut up !!! "

n now,i am lying on bed...move-less...like an old lady...

yawn....

♥ S

2009-10-12T20:32:00.001+08:00

♥ Jasmine

2009-10-11T20:53:00.002+08:00

i will never forget the smell of jasmine...
till the last i saw u,u were with plenty of jasmine..
i did gave n put some for u..
i just got a light smell of this jasmine...
i knew..
i sense...
that you are just sitting somewhere beside me...
i would shout n yell out...
i really miss you,my man...
i will always remember...
i will always cheers...
with the only one Jasmine that makes me to feel u...

♥ My Man

2009-10-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

went to penang hill like month ago?
this place do bring me lots of memory...
the first time i came here was ages ago,he brought me along...
i was like a little girl..jumping running here and there....
i love playground,
i miss the time when he bought me ice cream,
i miss the time when he held my hand and walked around...
i miss the way you use to fond me...it's so sweet...
you were strong enough to carry me on your shoulder...
i was like free whenever i am there....
it's been some times he left me,
but the soul is still with me,now n forever...
the sadness the laughter,you would always shared with me...
i just want to tell you, you are still my man..
you made my childhood full with joys n memory...
things happened and you will never come back again....
i miss you,my man...
hope you are fine there...a better place for you...
i love you,my man...

♥ Disappointed

2009-10-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

原来，

一直以来我都是坏人？好人却让别人当...

还有天理吗？

抱着一颗真诚的心去对待你们，但是你们一次又一次让我极度失望，

这些都不是玩笑，是认真...

一直都给你们机会，

一直都在乎你们，

试问你们有顾虑到我的感受吗？

当你们遇到麻烦，想尽办法安慰...

在我面前握着我的手，向我哭诉他人的不是，

在我背后握着他的手，向他哭诉我的不是，

这是玩笑么？双面人么？

这世上还有诚实吗？

看着我，你们没错吗？

我很累，

看着你们那表面善良内心凶恶的脸，

离我远远好吗？

不需要你们假面的虚情假意...

到此为止好吗？

不想再扛你们的烂摊子...

不想再对你们笑得很逞强....

♥ Sometimes

2009-10-05T13:29:00.002+08:00

you tell me you're in love with me

like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me

it's not that i don't want to stay

but evertime you come to close i move away

i wanna believe in everything that you say

cause it sounds so good

but if you really want me

move it slow

there's things about me you'll just have to know

sometimes i run

sometimes i hide

sometimes i'm scared of you

but all i really want is to hold you tight

treat you right

be with you day and night

baby all i need is time

i don't want to be so shy

just hang around and you'll see

there's no one that i rather be

if you love me

trust in me

the way i trust in you

*when can we light that S again..

i miss it

when the S meet the S,

where the S meet the S.. *

♥ 28.09.09

2009-09-29T17:04:00.007+08:00

9 sth in the morning...went photo shooting v simon rynn n chee wei...

that was my first time being a model...feeling so excited....

headed to the lake garden after breakfast...

omg..the weather was so hot...the sun was so shine..till my eyes cant open.. @,@then headed to Flemington Hotel..n near Giant...

just upload some photo..the quality in blogspot reali lol...

more pic in my Facebook =)

♥ Simon♥Rynn♥ShirLyn♥CheeWei ♥

♥ I Am So Hot !!

2009-09-23T18:49:00.002+08:00

i am in the hot soup since last night? i wonder what makes me so annoyed n frustrated..
for those who always trying to get what i mean or what i think,please stay away...
i don't need any concern or sympathy...hypocritical makes me pissed off...
i was thinking why i had been so nice to people..
but people just misunderstand? and judge me like their business?
why i have to keep on repeat from time to time that don't ever judge me without knowing me?
i ain't anything for you people,i ain't the apple of your eyes..
get out from my world,i can be nice to you i do can be a bitch to you..
don't near me as i am a cold-blooded..this is how you people makes me till the max..
where is the peace in my dictionary?
i am tired with the childish world....
i am strong enough to beat you down....

♥ Love To Be Myself

2009-09-16T01:13:00.002+08:00

live forever,

for the moment..

for the world..

for yourself...

i love myslef =)

♥ Emo

2009-09-14T14:43:00.003+08:00

finally i am back to here...
my blog had been neglected for sometimes...
yea...call me loser...
i am fucking depressed n got crazier...
i am so speechless right now...getting emo n emo since i am alone now...
i do have no idea to deal with it...
save me from the dark paradise...

♥

2009-09-08T14:07:00.001+08:00

simple doesnt means anything...
i close the door when i wish to laugh as happy as i can...
walk out from the door,i am nothing for it...
i am happy but i don have the place to share..to cheers..
i had been walked out from the dark path,n i don wanna to walk back alone...
it's been so scary for me...
i am all the way v the lonely heart n turning to cold-blooded?
yea,i knew i had been tasted the sweetest the warmest...
sometimes,things happened n will never be wipe off..
the scar is still there...
i have noone to talk to as i really caouldnt tell out...i am not able to tell out the deepest word..
i swallow all the words that i wish to say...
i look happy but i arent happy...

♥ Island

2009-09-01T13:02:00.002+08:00

yea..i am far away from the taiping for few days d...

enjoy the life staying on the mainland n running to the island... sounds good..

among these few days,i thought i could study..

but end up playing,watching movie,sleeping all the time...

wish i wont die for the coming exam...

i am going back to town later..n switch back my study mode or maybe i should start burning the midnight oil in case i can catch up...*pray hard =)

i feel relief this few day... get rid from the annoying n frustrated problem...

trying to arrange back my peace life here =)

never try to step on me,as i would be fierce or even a bitch to you..

don't regret when you are crying under your mama's knees..

♥ Happy Family

2009-08-29T01:24:00.002+08:00

i love having family day =)
mum n dad went for a date at queensbay..they tagged me along...leaving dee n vv at shop...
i feel like a baby beside them...walking around...joking n chit chatting...
n makes me feel so relief...temporary out from the awful town....
no photos are allowed =(

what the hell is going one?

♥ Frustrated

2009-08-28T09:20:00.002+08:00

i just don't understand what make people being so childish,emotional?
come one man..never try to be like so close or so so understand me..
you guys will never what i think or what i thought in the deepest of my heart..
ya,if you guys want to misunderstand just go ahead as i got no right to stop you.
i have no right to stop yours thinking.
i had been so annoyed n frustrated between something..
you told this n you told that..which i gonna trap to i wonder.
wake up people..don't try to be so mean.
i would always say,i can be nice to everyone..
but please people,don't try to be like
"oh,she might be like this.."
"oh,she think like that.."
please please..never ever try to think what's my thought n act like you know me well.
this will just pissed me off...
Shakespeare said,to be or not to be,that's a question..
i am getting tired with this tiny little world?

♥ Recent Me

2009-08-27T11:34:00.002+08:00

don't treat me like a rose as i wont give a broom to grow..

♥ SoulBabes

2009-08-25T16:38:00.001+08:00

i miss my babes so much =)
♥ Wen ♥ Yean

♥ Majolica Majorca

2009-08-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

ooppss..i am just in love with this Majolica Majorca...
*winks..

♥ Peace

2009-08-23T15:25:00.002+08:00

finally i had resigned from my work..
have to concentrate on my study due to the exam is coming so soon..
i am wonder, taiping really not suit for me to stay...
in a short time i came back for long holiday..
many things happened...life is just complicated...
i start to feel so annoyed n frustrated to the surrounding..
i need some fresh air..
i need my own private place..
guys..do u ppl get it?
i aint an easy going ppl like what u guys think of me...
please just go away...
i need peace so desperately...

♥ Usain Bolt

2009-08-21T13:26:00.004+08:00

awesome Usain Bolt !!!!
he is so incredible man...
he set the new world record for 200m with 19.19s n even 100 m with 9.58s...
grab the championship... *claps...
he is a legend..doesnt he?

♥ 没那么爱他

2009-08-11T00:32:00.001+08:00

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
但有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

♥ Lalala

2009-08-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

you aint new fresh carrot skin...

♥ I Could Be The One

2009-08-05T20:35:00.003+08:00

don't be so opinionated,
you aint't anything for me..
don't say sorry,when you think that's just a fool for me..
your words doesn't mean anything for me,
your words doesn't sense anything for me..
i thought i could be nice to you,
but you are just darn bastard for me..
never try to ruin me up,
you are just that tiny little and far far away from me..
you are under my knee!!
get lost...!!

♥ Nanny

2009-08-03T23:25:00.002+08:00

i love my nanny as i love myself..
feel shock when she still care about me..
she advise me so much that i do really feel that i am really a baby girl for her..
she talk to me like she never be..
she said, decide everything earlier before i fall..
she said, live happier..
she said, don't mess up my own life as life is too short..
thanks nanny, i love you..
times fly n i grow from day to day..
promise i will be stronger...
*hearts

♥ For The White Horse

2009-07-31T23:47:00.003+08:00

Say you're sorry,
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake,
I didn't wanna be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

* i knew what i want
you are just not that into me,i had grow =)

♥ Me

2009-07-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

never say never,
i knew i wont say never..
i knew you wont say never..
because,
you treat me like a rose =)

♥ A Day

2009-07-28T23:34:00.002+08:00

i was so boring sometimes while working...found a good place to shoot some photo...
see my mushroom face....
i am okay and fine with everything happen on me nowadays =)
i feel happier from day to day....
at least i am on my way to recover soon...
i so hope i wont fall sick again...
its really torturing..i hate the feeling.. *yalks

oh ya...i found this toy..it do look so fun right?...
from a shoes to a sth like transformer....
i fixed it..this is the first time i touch this stuff.. >,<
i am wonder wer to keep the shoelace... *teehee

♥ Manicure

2009-07-27T09:52:00.001+08:00

i don my manicure with all my colleague yesterday...
quite satisfy...better than the first time i made =)

♥ Blur

2009-07-27T09:46:00.003+08:00

yeah..ppl..congrates me...
i am sick for more than one week d...
fever really torture me...
i cant eat any food...
bye to KFC & MCD...
i need a great doctor to consult me..
feel so bad nowadays... =(

♥ Sick Baby

2009-07-22T14:15:00.003+08:00

I am having serious migrain n bad sore throat now..
coughing like an old lady or even worst..
just get the time to say goodbye and wave to Mr.Fever..
but still i don't know how to take care of myself..
and someone is nagging me not to take this and that..
thanks to Miss.Silly Shirlyn that make me torture and suffer from this awful sickness..
I am a sick baby and I will always be...

♥ You Will Always Be

2009-07-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

~ =( ~

2009-07-19T16:53:00.000+08:00

please leave me alone...

i am so confuse with the live...

i don't need time but time need me...